So the saga of “Matt feels disconnected from his friends” continues.
It’s weird. I feel like I’ve been busy lately, but busy by myself, if that makes sense. I see people all the time, but I feel very alone. Work is not helping of course, because I don’t know anyone there yet, and have basically just been sitting at my desk reading documents. But even out socially…people who were close friends of mine feel like passing acquaintances lately. I don’t know why that is. I know part of it is that most of my friends are married, or involved in serious relationships, which of course has made them change. And I moved farther away from one good friend of mine, who used to be my neighbor, practically. And I haven’t been able to go out as much and have fun over the past few months, because of financial things. So maybe that’s all part of it.
Or maybe my time with this group of friends is coming to close. Maybe it’s time to move on. I don’t want to do that, of course, because I like my friends. But maybe they’ve grown tired of me. I guess there’s an expiration date on finding Matt fun and interesting.
m.