Doldrums

Posted on Thursday, Jan 20, 2005

I guess part of what is making me excited about the prospect of moving to another city is the way I feel like … alone here.

At least lately. Maybe it’s just the weather. But the only person I hang out with anymore is my ex-girlfriend. All of my other friends seem to be too busy, or too grown-up to want to go have fun anymore.

Also, the fact that I am looking to relocate has really made me “check out” I think. It’s like “senioritis”. I have no interest in trying to meet anyone new, because I know I am gonna be gone soon.

I’ve been talking about this (the move at least) with a very good friend. She pointed out to me that she doesn’t think that moving will necessarily resolve these issues. She’s probably right.

It’s also probably just due to the fact that it is wintertime.


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