whining

Posted on Thursday, Nov 14, 2002

I’ve been feeling very “me against the world” lately.

I have friends that I talk to, but I can’t talk to them about things that are important because everyone has big mouths and things always get back to people. I’ve been known to partake in gossip myself, so I can’t blame people. But I’m just smart enough to know what I have to keep back.

I have a business partner who is 6 hours away, working 18 hour days on his doctorate, and has a “real life” in his city – I always feel bad when I call him to talk about business, because I feel like I’m bugging him. So again, something I feel like I’m doing myself.

I’m giving up on trying to make people happy. Every time I do that, they just get mad at me.

m.


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